Rest In Peace.. Our Sweet Bella Renae..

Bella Renae Blehr, was born December 21, 2009 to my sister Maryann and brother in law Ryon. She lived just 22 days and fought until the very end to stay here with all her family who loved and adored her. Unfortunately, we lost her and she became God's Most Beautiful Angel on January 12, 2010. I feel so lost without this little girl, whom I was looking forward to spoiling in so many ways, from the girly time I would get to have with her, to taking her to NYC on shopping trips to American Girl, Toys R Us, and more! When my sister found out she was having a girl I was over the moon just picturing what she would look like, the fun years that were ahead of us with our Beautiful Bella. I really found myself emotionally attached to her before she was born. Unfortunately one day after Maryann gave birth, Bella developed some VERY serious complications. It was a blessing in some ways to have even had 22 days with her considering the numerous up and downs she had daily, hourly. I am now left to just see Bella in my dreams, as I have had lately. I see her soaring in the sky, in her beautiful cross lined gown, with short blond hair. She is so real in my dreams! Then.....I wake up on a wet pillow, after crying and realizing that she was ONLY in my dreams. The pain I feel doesn't compare to what my sister and Ryon are feeling after losing their firstborn. I just hope and pray that time will heal all of our broken hearts. We will NEVER forget this sweet child that came into our world and left us all too soon. Bella Renae will always be our Guardian Angel!

BORROWED ANGELS